Sometimes I feel like I am such a
boring person. I rarely make friends. I
am not funny. I am not really talkative. And I am not a good conversationalist.
It’s like saying, I am basically a serious person. I am a nerd. I always wanted
to talk about books, of poems, basketball and my favorite authors. Those were
mostly academic. I rarely join a sociable talk, because I do not say much, I
mean, (I later realized that this was me <asked during a job interview>)
I really have a long list in mind, because I also considered myself an
overthinker. And this was also the reason why boyf and I get misunderstanding
often. It’s because I don’t like his
drinking attitude and I do not drink. We are always colliding. Maybe because this was because of the “New
Generation Thing?” I usually think what people think of me, and how do they
describe me to people who haven’t met me. Am I something easy to be with?
Moreover, I do not care about
this anymore. I do not need to pretend what
I am not to be liked. Note to self: STAY CALM AND JUST BE YOURSELF.
I am nobody, but then, I am
unique in my own way. Because, this is me. And I am created to be something
extraordinary.
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