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I Am Nobody



Sometimes I feel like I am such a boring person.  I rarely make friends. I am not funny. I am not really talkative. And I am not a good conversationalist. It’s like saying, I am basically a serious person. I am a nerd. I always wanted to talk about books, of poems, basketball and my favorite authors. Those were mostly academic. I rarely join a sociable talk, because I do not say much, I mean, (I later realized that this was me <asked during a job interview>) I really have a long list in mind, because I also considered myself an overthinker. And this was also the reason why boyf and I get misunderstanding often.  It’s because I don’t like his drinking attitude and I do not drink. We are always colliding.  Maybe because this was because of the “New Generation Thing?” I usually think what people think of me, and how do they describe me to people who haven’t met me. Am I something easy to be with?

Moreover, I do not care about this anymore. I do not need to pretend what  I am not to be liked. Note to self: STAY CALM AND JUST BE YOURSELF.


I am nobody, but then, I am unique in my own way. Because, this is me. And I am created to be something extraordinary. 
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